hey,

so far I have been pretty busy this weekend, last night I went over to my sisters,Lora. me and my daughter and her friend shaquita. It was fun. a couple of my sisters friends came over and we had some drinks and just enjoyed the evening. I didn't get home till about maybe 2 am in the morning. what we had to drink? well, we had a watermelon flavored liquor chased with a hint of pineapple juice. very tasty I must say. she ordered pizza but I didn't have any. wasn't hungry. I haven't been eating that much. my appetite is changing, I guess you can say for the better. I miss my husband, but I don't really want him here. It is hard to explain. I really love him, but right now we are not communicating well. so, yea, we are not together at this  moment. where he is ? IDK. I hope and pray that he is ok and happy. I know we can do better. apart or together. either way, we will be okay, and yes the word divorce did come up. so in the next few days I may be talking to my advisor about my legal rights in this divorce. This is not my first time being married as you may well know. have I giving up on the love? Of course not. it's here. Have they giving up? some would say yes. I have mine and always will. I Love because I chose too. I love the kiss of sincere love.

Blessing Baby,
LaShunda Miller-Byers