Hey,

I know it has been sometime now since I have actually logged in an entry, but I have been writing, & spending time with my family........ and a lot of alone time. So....well, I guess you can tell be some of my blogs what I have actually been doing. spending a lot of time around the pool as well.  My pay is different for the summer, it is kinda difficult financially being that we are off work for two month out the year. yes, I should have prepared for that ahead of time, but I got married, thought things would better. But as you can kinda read between the lines, were making it thru weather were together or not together. changing the subject now, Like I side in my vlog yesterday, I went again and applied for more work. something in the medical MENTAL field. The two places i applied at, I live very close by them. So, I'm prayful that at least one will come. Yes, I still live in my apartment. I love it here. I try to keep my personal life, just that, personal. Just know that YES I am still married at the moment.  This is just what i'mmmm($$$$$$$) dealing with right now. I'm he sure has his own situations and dealings as well. I love you, and I l love for caring and yes I have missed the personal chats here. There will be more to come,  but I have been writing more poetry etc. And while I was sitting here blogging with you, I was cooking me some fried chicken gizzards. so, there done cooking now, and I am teaming them up with a whole lotta ketchup and some sriracha hot chili sauce and a couple slices of white bread. so bon apettite to me. you know how to spell it. lol!! anyway, blessings and we will talk later.