A Training as such!

Hey ya'll,


Okay to start this  entry off short and to the point. ok, I went to the training last night, for the bell ringer position. it was very interesting. so, yes I got that job. it is a seasonal job, basically for the holidays. i'm still applying for another second job, for something you know, like a year round thing. because, I will need one, a full time job during the summer time. we do work during the summer,as bus drivers for summer school, doing the summer school routes, but those are usually only maybe 4 to 5 hours a day,, so yes, I will need more. But for now, the bell ringer job will be okay. I should actually start, i'm thinking maybe around the thanksgiving break. I will remind you of the actual date. How are you doing? you looking good, question? are you working out any? eating healthy? I mean not to the point you are depriving yourself, but  better meaning more aware of the good and the bad intake. You should be, also taking care of the heart. meaning Prayer as well. sincerely!!!!!! I know he knows what is needed, He Meaning our Lord and Saviour, but baby I care about you, I might not show it, but I do, you are very important to  me my LOVE life, we need to work on that more as well Lover!!! lol!!! love yourself just as much as I love you!! if not more. o yea , I started thinking more about myself, a lot more than usual. not in a selfish way, but in a way when I need myself. to please me a little more. i'm finding out, that when I do that, I do more of what i'm really suppose to do and thought I couldn't. FINANICALLY!!  So baby, I won't be selfish with myself so much, share me occasionally. I know you know what I mean, i hope you understand what i'm saying, this  is the  truth. I am priceless.!!!! we can have anything we would like, believe.  So yes, See how much I love ya'll. Muah!!  There was birthday this week, on the 4th, I didn't call or text a birthday message/gift, we talked earlier, so he knows I care and thought of him as well. another love thought. he stated that he his coming home later in the month, for a visit or a stay? i'm not sure yet. ill let know about that as well. I thank he is being very bad, hopefully not, he has to know that in life we do have some boundaries, and can still be joyful, happy, polite, kind, generous and still live his kind of freedom. He doesn't show that  my kind of freedom is better than his kind. deep down I know he knows that's the truth and he has it. he has to regularly and privately tap into that love, that strength and bring it up. I love that about him. but THE LORD KNOWS!!! And

 he Does Know that the lord is watching.

Love Always,
LaShunda