Hey, hey, hey,

What's up with you ? Me? everything is going pretty good on this end. I just started back filming some more videos, I haven't really been in the mood, but i'm coming around.  I guess, to be honest, things really just, well I won't say are boring, but just, normal everyday life type stuff.  I have been doing a lot more of cooking, which is kinda odd, being that i'm cooking just for me. the weather is very nice now, you know I love the cooler weather. cooking the comfort foods, like soups, and ETC. Do you still have  a crush on me? or is it LOVE yet?  wait, do I really wanna know the answer to this question? let's just keep it like it is, you come see me sometimes, we take care of business, as usual, and part with a mutual understanding. A very, very, mutual understanding.lolololol! I think it works out good like that. Tell me what you think!!! If you think it should or could be something more, tell me, and we can talk about  it. I do like my alone time, when it's just me. selfish? no! I love me and the feeling of her. I find myself thinking a lot about me and the holyspirit. This is helping me to keep things in perspective, and it is really reminding of what I am capable of. Meditaion is a good thing,You  need to be doing it more, if you are not already. I felt some goodness this morning, I miss it, I miss it more than I like to admit, but I do.  What I felt was a wanting of a good friend of mine that I haven't seen in a awhile. I can say I miss That side of Him. Comforts of home some would say. Enough of the mushy stuff. The holidays are here, yep, i'm still budgeting, and this week is kinda tight. I paid the rent early, and help my daughter with some stuff, so the spending this week was very mininmal. But I'll be fine, i still have the stash put away, but i don't really want to use that unless i really want to.  i guess i'll chat with with you later, i love you,  this will shown to the whole world one day, Muah, This meaning my Love for you, not this meaning ME! HAHA!!!

 

Always and forever,
Lashunda